Journaling is a wonderful way to get to know someone. Someone new; someone you thought you knew; someone you just met; the old pal you thought you knew, the pals yet to meet.
When I was little it was cool to have a Diary. Every girl I knew had one and guarded it like it was gold. I never knew what to write in one. So I never did.
Oh, I might write, "Hi Diary, how are you?" Or, "Went to town today".
For some reason I do not yet know, I could never continue much beyond that.
As I sit here thinking about it, I expect it was that old fear of not writing perfectly....and as that young girl I thought I had to measure up and be perfect, even when people would tell me otherwise.
Isn't it strange that we put such pressure on ourselves even when others do not? I am now trying to spend the rest of my Life not doing that...
I write, at last, for the very process of writing. I write to investigate the unknown. I write because for some reason now, it is important beyond measure to do so, for it feels like i MUST write.
The people mentioned above can be others, but you know what? I think they are all Me. I want to get to know more about me and what makes me tick. What kept me from ticking. What will help me tick loudly from now on.
I have been ending my handwritten journal passages with the saying...
Goodnight Moon, because that calms me for sleep and ends my journaling and my Day on a positive note, and don't we need more of those now days?
For my endings in this journal, I think I will just say....
"Bling" for that can cover a multitude of things.
Everyone have a "Bling" night.
Katie

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